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nd see me. I am not afraid. Are you? W." He tore it up angrily, but before the small bits of dirty paper had the time to flutter down and settle on the floor, the anger was gone and was replaced by a sentiment that induced him to go on his knees, pick up the fragments of the torn message, piece it together on the top of his chronometer box, and contemplate it long and thoughtfully, as if he had hoped to read the answer of the horrible riddle in the very form of the letters that went to make up that fresh insult. Abdulla's letter he read carefully and rammed it into his pocket, also with anger, but with anger that ended in a half-resigned, half-amused smile. He would never give in as long as there was a chance. "It's generally the safest way to stick to the ship as long as she will swim," was one of his favourite sayings: "The safest and the right way. To abandon a craft because it leaks is easy--but poor work. Poor work!" Yet he was intelligent enough to know when he was beaten, and to accept the situation like a man, without repining. When Almayer came on board that afternoon he handed him the letter without comment. Almayer read it, returned it in silence, and leaning over the taffrail (the two men were on deck) looked down for some time at the play of the eddies round the schooner's rudder. At last he said without looking up-- "That's a decent enough letter. Abdulla gives him up to you. I told you they were getting sick of him. What are you going to do?" Lingard cleared his throat, shuffled his feet, opened his mouth with great determination, but said nothing for a while. At last he murmured-- "I'll be hanged if I know--just yet." "I wish you would do something soon . . ." "What's the hurry?" interrupted Lingard. "He can't get away. As it stands he is at my mercy, as far as I can see." "Yes," said Almayer, reflectively--"and very little mercy he deserves too. Abdulla's meaning--as I can make it out amongst all those compliments--is: 'Get rid for me of that white man--and we shall live in peace and share the tr