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My dearest Macready, ever yours most affectionately.
[Sidenote: Mr. W. C. Macready.]
GAD'S HILL, Monday, June 12th, 1865.
MY DEAREST MACREADY,
[So far in his own writing.]
Many thanks for your kind words of remembrance.[15] This is not all in my own hand, because I am too much shaken to write many notes. Not by the beating and dragging of the carriage in which I was--it did not go over, but was caught on the turn, among the ruins of the bridge--but by the work afterwards to get out the dying and dead, which was terrible.
[The rest in his own writing.]
Ever your affectionate Friend.
P.S.--My love to Mrs. Macready.
[Sidenote: Mr. Thomas Mitton.]
GAD'S HILL PLACE, HIGHAM BY ROCHESTER, KENT, Tuesday, June 13th, 1865.
MY DEAR MITTON,
I should have written to you yesterday or the day before, if I had been quite up to writing.
I was in the only carriage that did not go over into the stream. It was caught upon the turn by some of the ruin of the bridge, and hung suspended and balanced in an apparently impossible manner. Two ladies were my fellow-passengers, an old one and a young one. This is exactly what passed. You may judge from it the precise length of the suspense: Suddenly we were off the rail, and beating the ground as the car of a half-emptied balloon might. The old lady cried out, "My God!" and the young one screamed. I caught hold of them both (the old lady sat opposite and the young one on my left), and said: "We can't help ourselves, but we can be quiet and composed. Pray don't cry out." The old lady immediately answered: "Thank you. Rely upon me. Upon my soul I will be quiet." We were then all tilted down together in a corner of the carriage, and stopped. I said to them thereupon: "You may be sure nothing worse can happen. Our danger must be over. Will you remain here without stirring, while I get out of the window?" They both answered quite collectedly, "Yes," and
The Letters of Charles Dickens, page 188
by Charles Dickens