Two Years and Four Months in a Lunatic Asylum

from August 20th, 1863 to December 20th, 1865

Author: Hiram Chase
Published: 1868
Language: English
Wordcount: 35,947 / 101 pg
Flesch-Kincaid Reading Ease: 72.9
Downloads: 1,186
Added to site: 2014.07.03
mnybks.net#: 31620
Origin: gutenberg.org
Genre: Biography
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the middle of July. If I attempted to write anything I could not find words to say what I wanted to, and if I wrote anything I was not satisfied with it, and would tear it out; so I ceased to write altogether.

About this time I took my room and wished to be alone, and yet I wanted my wife near me all the time, and wanted to talk to her constantly upon the same subject. I knew it was a great annoyance to her, and yet it seemed to me that I could not help it. I knew that I was wearing her out by my course, yet I had no control over myself. It seemed to me that she could help me out of all my troubles, at least I acted so, and yet my judgment told me she could not. I groaned much; my appetite now entirely failed; I did not want to eat for days. Sleep entirely left me, and a night seemed an eternity. I prevailed on my wife to take a separate room to prevent my wearing her out with my groanings. I felt now that I did not want to eat, sleep, or drink anything; my flesh seemed to dry down to my bones. It was

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